Let’s try something new….
The up and down, back and forth process of dealing with Laminitis is really wearing me out! I go from hopeful to despondent to excited and back to dismayed so much – it’s doubtful I could get past a meeting with a psychologist without a recommendation for committal. :0) I spend so much time looking out the window – or walking SLOWLY across the yard in hopes of getting a glimpse of Moli moving around so I can see if she is comfortable. “How is she moving today? Does she look comfortable? Is she worn out and tired of dealing with this too? What will I do if I look up and see her take a step in a way that makes my heart sink?” These questions go through my mind constantly, along with wondering if I am doing right by her. But then I will go out to see her and her eyes are bright, ears forward, and I hear that nicker – the one that I would like to think means “I’m so glad to see you” but that probably really is… “are you bringing food?” and I think we will all make it another day.